Hard trial is only given for those who can bear it. God knows you can handle it brother.
It does not sound easy at all... a lot of efforts, sadness, pain... hope you can be patient and go through it with a good faith that there must be something behind it.
In my belief, every pain because of sickness can lift our sin as long as we are are patient and have a faith that God has it for a purpose and we accept it.
Be strong and hope you can recover from everythings you do not need brother.
It does not sound easy at all... a lot of efforts, sadness, pain... hope you can be patient and go through it with a good faith that there must be something behind it.
In my belief, every pain because of sickness can lift our sin as long as we are are patient and have a faith that God has it for a purpose and we accept it.
Be strong and hope you can recover from everythings you do not need brother.